

The Difference IsSLEEPOVER:: Drew looked out his window for a moment. His life was not where he had planned for it to be. Twenty-two years old and still stuck at home with his parents, and not finished with college. It wasn't completely his fault that he was short on cash to pay for tuition; although he was to blame for his bad grades, which got some of his funds taken away. As he sat in his room, listening to his pop music, he couldn't help but feel alone. While he was stuck at home doing the same things over and over, his college friends were socializing and taking their classes. "It'sThe Difference Is


Broken...Why? Why do you do what you do? Why are you always on my mind? Why can't you feel the same way for me? Why don't you see how you affect me? Why? Why do I cry over you?Broken...
You've told me... And I know how you feel... Or don't feel for me.
I just can't move on... And it is starting to hurt... A lot...
My heart yearns to be loved... And even though I thought I moved past you, It breaks more... Not getting what it wants... What I want...
Most would say that it is your loss... But why does it just feel like my


Two Cuts...Two cuts... That is all I can see Why... Have I done this to myself? I told myself I wouldn't do it Not anymore So why... The two cuts are all that I can think about I let myself down But what else is new? I can still feel where the metal scraped my skin Like it is still cutting Deeper into my skin I can even taste the pain Food can't take it away The pain seems to be growing Even though it happened hours ago Maybe it is my punishment For doing such things to myself Now As I think of it My arm cries out From thesTwo Cuts...


Inner PainI am hurting on the inside, but why? As I start off my days, I tend to be very happy and energetic. However, as the days play out, my attitude tends to turn towards a sad end. Getting the urge to cry, when it feels I have no reason to do so. Am I somehow suppressing the thoughts that make me cry...or am I just insane?Inner Pain
Now, that I no longer tell my problems to others, I feel like there is more strain on my life. I want to have someone to open up to. It seems that my life has just come to a dead end...a lonely dead end.
I tend to fall for guys

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